Office by Alex Penny
Nick. 19. In the process of figuring out who I am.
Officially 1 year self-harm free. Recovery is possible, guys, I’ve seen it for myself. There’s no reason why you can’t see it for yourself too.
Oh and it’s also my 19th birthday lol
Crushing despair with no way out.
This whole movie is so raw, especially this scene. Definitely reminds me of how I used to be.
On Saturday, it’ll be a year since a razor touched my skin.
Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And the worst part is there’s no one else to blame
Be my friend, hold me
Wrap me up, unfold me
I am small, and needy
Warm me up, and breathe me
Ouch, I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
Lost myself again, and I feel unsafe
Be my friend, hold me
Wrap me up, unfold me
I am small, and needy
Warm me up, and breathe me
One of those random moments where I miss being depressed; where I miss cutting myself.
I feel like because I’ve recovered I’m not allowed to be triggered.
I made it.
Can I cut now?
Sometimes I wish that all the scars on my thigh were on my arm instead.
